Tabs, Talent and Trouble

I have finally linked my tabs. Now I have to write and organize my topics. Whew! This has been a learning curve for me. Up to this point I have never written html.code. I found a good turtoial on how to make tabs here is the link for anyone wanting to add tabs go to bloggersentral. For some, this stuff comes super easy. For me it is always a work in progress. I really, have no idea what I am doing. However, I have this BIG idea and I am trying to get it all laid out. This whole blog thing cracks me up, because it is very much like my life, I have these BIG ideas, but not a clue how to make it happen.

I really can't write either...I just write what I think, I write the way I talk. My grammer is atrocious. When I'm writing and I have a grammer question, or something is not coming out right, I always scold myself for not paying more attention in English class. Not that it's too late to learn better writing grammer...it's just a time factor. I am a fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants-always-a-day-late-&-a-dollar-short, kinda gal! I have a little pride in my self proclaimed title, as I have earned it, lol. I am always trying to fit too much in, which always gets me into trouble. I have always written, in a journal, on scraps of paper and now my laptop. It just comes spilling out without a whole lot of organization. I have this need to write, to create. I have no idea what it means, but it makes me happy, and if for some reason someone else happens upon it, and it makes them happy, then that was all it was meant to accomplish.

I am not really great at any one thing, I wish I was. I have lots of interests and I am very curious. I am curious about people, life, and art. I have a great appreciation for others who are talented. I am always amazed at the beauty that others create. Talent is wonderful. I think all of us have some sort of talent that we just need to tap into. I am finding that is what this blog world is for. I am always impressed with others amazing talents and accomplishments, via blogs. It seems to me, that our "instant" world, has left us starved for beauty and art. We also have been pressured to do things perfectly. I am not perfect. I do not do anything perfectly. For those who, like my hubs, are a Type A person, would just cringe at the thought of something not being done perfectly. I find beauty in imperfection. Hubs, is always getting a good laugh at my imperfections, and sometimes, those imperfect meals, or scarves, or hats, or holiday themescapes...even impress him!